I want to cry, really.

I haven’t cry though. Why is that? I think I have some emotional retardation of some sort.
Got an awful news today,
I’m suppose to be back home for the two weeks holiday (Raya~ Yey, raya~!!) Tickets bought. Plans made. Everything was —ALMOST— settled. But..but then we got a news that our passport still isn’t done. Isn’t done…meaning that Everytime (NOTE THAT EVERYTIME!) we want to go back home the students need to make an ERAP (something like in and out permission from the country itself…or some sort. It’s a complicated government-ish thing) We have to PAY for it too (RM 100-ish…seriously, for just a simple SIGN that you do for like one and a half second*headdesk*). But now it ISN’T done……
I don’t have my passport with me right now and with the current two countries issue, that’s just not safe.
It’s just awful. I’m suppose to be able to go back this Saturday, now I’ll need to wait until the 15-16th for that crappy thing to be done.
I want to cry.
It’s not about the holidays anymore, it’s just that the plane ticket for 15-16th is just a bit high..so yeah.
A sad, sad, verryyy sad day for me.
Ah, at least there are still friends to go lol-ing incredulously with.
It’s just that twisted funny thing fate is.
the only sort of face I was making when I heard the news was like…
“lolol. Seriously?!! Crap!lololooool. Damn. What can we do?! Nothing?!! Lololol” with my friends.
…but I’m crying inside.