What date is today?
I didn’t wish myself my own birthday…yeah well it’s not like it’s necessary or anything. But I just had one of my best birthdays–I think. OK, that didn’t sound excited enough. *cough*
IT WAS ONE OF MY BEST BIRTHDAY EVERRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
They (yes, as in the absolutely sweet, sweet friends) actually baked a cake for me, and cooked and well… it was a nice celebration. They did it the way they always does, as in ignore me the whole day and look all solemn, then ’surprise’ me with a cake. They even bought me a watch that I had been–sort of–bugging them about.
I sound totally flat but I’m not. I’m jumping around. REALLY.  >_>
Yeah well, I’m not good at expressing the deep excitement with words.
But.
I’m grateful. I am. Those sweet people. I love them, I do.
And the WATCH is–it’s just… T___T so pretty.
I can say no more.
BEST FRIENDS EVER…I have no regrets.

My mom sang a birthday song on the phone for me, which is just so sweet. I miss her a LOT.

And simple (no more Wayne Rooney, she had grown) SMS came from far away sisters. They are like that all the times, we are shy at expressing our deep and the close and everlasting love…because it’s just embarrassing…seriously. But, lots of love, always. I just will never say that out loud….a-haha. :I

My Girl Iconssss<3333 Because Aiba!!!! the story is soooo pretty, I just couldn’t help myself.

I saw My Girl, it was really great actually because I swear I almost cried.probably because of the kid too T_T. I couldn’t really scrutinize his face expression because I still haven’t download the great super HQ Aiba’s face. BUt I think he did very well, Honestly looking forward to the next episode.
And isn’t it great that he accidentally got a kid out of nowhere, accused of being a pedo, left the kid in the rain while losing his job? (or did he didn’t loose his job? Oh well, I’ll get the subbed one later )):)

And I really reallyyyyy realllllyyyyyy want to make Aiba’s pic spam, (because he’s OH SO CUTE, I SWEAR) but I guess I just have to be content with this, at least for now…

*clicks replay over and over..and over again*

P/S: It’s already a whole year since this blog existed.

Oh, JOY. <3

Ahh..there are times when you think that you had made too many complains in life….
If it’s too busy, complain.
If it’s too boring, complain.
If it’s too noisy, complain.
If it’s too quiet, complain.
I really think that if complaining is banned from human life…we’ll take away half of the conversation we make every day.

No, I’m not complaining about people making complains.
Just sucking it up.

The holidays will be over soon… next exam in two weeks.
Somehow, this time I’m very nervous about it. I’m nervous about going back too.
I want to stay at home.
But I guess there’s nothing here and everything is there.

My sister and I just watched Rookies. She made me actually, saying something like “It’s a good Dorama if it has special AND a movie”
And I love them to bits..
Including that guy from Water boy, because they used to have underwear as their uniform. Good story.

I didn’t think that I could reach this part of fangirling state. I never thought that I would ever, ever, EVER made something like this…
After few days of having absolutely nothing to do, a fan made it’s r-r-revolution…
A fanvid, by me. For you Arashi..
No kidding.

It’s not good or anything. (It’s not like I know what I’m doing ..ah–haha…)
But I really like the song, sort of inspiring, which really fit for the boys.

This is very… very late.

But happy(Hawaii’S) birthday,

Now, it’s Ten Years and A day…

Already sounds like there’s a lot to look forward to.

Lots and lots of love.

Well, no. Not home yet… still stuck in this country that I can only call my second home(yes it is, I love it here, but still, home is still a home). Plusssss I just burnt a PLANE ticket because life can be miserable like that.
So I killed the time while watching The Quiz shoW again, All the Making Of and the love story (All thanks to Sableheart for the uploads, because I’m a useless, hopeless fangirl–whut? I JUST BURNED A PLANE TICKET!!!)

And I think Sho can totally pull off a love story if someone bribe him for it. I mean, he never takes that kind of role…you know the sickening, fluttering complete with men’s hopeless tears that can screw your brain and make you wet your pants–sort of love story.
Ok, let’s make a point.

This is Sho, asking you to go out with him…
Yes, OH GOD, YES! I say.
But this is not about ‘I’ unfortunately…

In the quiz Show he got rejected, right?See that frustrated look of “WHY NOT??? I’m hot, YOU KNOW. *averted eyes*”
Yess, Swimming in goo now…

Then because Sho is highly optimistic, he’ll start smiling for no particular reason. Oh, no right, he was trying to hide his pain…that’s what guys in love stories do right? If he start brawling right there he might kill the fish.

But then there were flashes of pouts.
POUTS! Not Just POUTS. SHO’s….pout. I’ll burn ticketssss just to make love– *cough* well… pouts are very expensive, they keep the ratings HIGH. YES.

Then of course as he looked at the river, he no longer can get rid of the pain that overflows~*pats*

Then of course he’ll go “Blaa blaa blaa I’m definitely OK. Don’t fret over it. I’m not going to strangle you at night. Of course not. I’m just going to fool my best friend, then accidentally drown you in a lake. ILU, I DO”

Then the girl will start to give him weird looks that gives off a sympathetic aura.

Sho: Blaa blaa blaa
Girl: Oh God, he snapped.

Then he’ll look all sad again. Just for the sake of KILLING THE FANS.
Profile: SAD.
Sho’s brain: DIE,DIE fangirls. I’m killing you with only my profile. Take that! See, I’m not even trying.

OH GOO.

Then he’ll give you one last hit of smile…while counting the bodies of fans his profile just killed.
A lot, judging from the way he was smiling.

And I made a gif of Running away Sho, because I’m too free, I should make some more…

Ahhhhhh, I truly, truulyy want to be at home. LIFE. PLEASE.

I haven’t cry though. Why is that? I think I have some emotional retardation of some sort.
Got an awful news today,
I’m suppose to be back home for the two weeks holiday (Raya~ Yey, raya~!!) Tickets bought. Plans made. Everything was —ALMOST— settled. But..but then we got a news that our passport still isn’t done. Isn’t done…meaning that Everytime (NOTE THAT EVERYTIME!) we want to go back home the students need to make an ERAP (something like in and out permission from the country itself…or some sort. It’s a complicated government-ish thing) We have to PAY for it too (RM 100-ish…seriously, for just a simple SIGN that you do for like one and a half second*headdesk*). But now it ISN’T done……
I don’t have my passport with me right now and with the current two countries issue, that’s just not safe.
It’s just awful. I’m suppose to be able to go back this Saturday, now I’ll need to wait until the 15-16th for that crappy thing to be done.
I want to cry.
It’s not about the holidays anymore, it’s just that the plane ticket for 15-16th is just a bit high..so yeah.
A sad, sad, verryyy sad day for me.
Ah, at least there are still friends to go lol-ing incredulously with.
It’s just that twisted funny thing fate is.
the only sort of face I was making when I heard the news was like…
“lolol. Seriously?!! Crap!lololooool. Damn. What can we do?! Nothing?!! Lololol” with my friends.
…but I’m crying inside.

Just finished the holidays and I was disconnected from the internet world most of the time T_T. Well, it could not be helped. My sister’s laptop crashed as soon as we arrived at her house in Ireland.
But still I-I did it…I..I crossed half way around the world. I-I did it!! *weeps*
It was a relaxing holiday by the way because Ireland does give away that kind of atmosphere. We went out almost everyday, and most of the time we went around Dublin and a little outside of it. (because my sis is too broke to take me around Europe, it’s genetic I think…broke-ness :(()
But I really like the city, it’s just beautiful and historical in many ways. The buildings give off a feeling as though you can even imagine the sight of that town dating back to 1800s. It was cool. I’ll put the pictures once I’m not too lazy .__.

…so now here I am back at the country where I’m studying with no will power at all to move on after lazing around (even more than usual, probably ….lolz) But it’s good to be back, I guess.

And… Happy belated birthday Matsujun, It..it wouldn’t be fair if I don’t wish you, hime, it’s not.

I-I really am sorryyy~~~

Here, have a Sho fail.

I know, right.
And because you are the first thing that drag me into the Dorama’s world, here’s a special massage for you<3
*clears throat*

Well, thank you very much for being so awesome…
That if not I will never discover the fascination (and the shortness, long series do bore me *weeps*) of the doramas,
That if not, I will never stumble upon many other doramas (I swear I squealed A LOT when I saw you in Bambino, I do),
That if not, I will never stumble upon Yamada Tarou,
That if not, I will never stumble upon Sho and in the end fell head over heels and landed into the rainbow colored world of ARASHI
You mean a lot Matsujun…
Eventhough I don’t post that many things about you, you are special, as you are a hime.
You mean a lot.
I will post more about you, I will (eventhough you probably don’t need any help T_T)
Be healthy, be happy…

Lots and lots of chocolate coated love,

From your fish<3

And can I point out how it fascinates me that whenever Sho fails, (a-and lost his slippers) Nino just never fails to bring Sho’s slippers back to him?

Nino did the same when Sho…you know.. did a “backflip” …. in Shukudai 95 (0804).
ok,no, I lied, he threw himself carelessly backwards while Ohmiya supports him, that’s all he did.
While for Ohno it’s LOVE, period, Nino has subtle love for Sho….oh happy OT3

And lastly for Aiba…he’s a cute daddy, I know.
I WILL DEDICATE A POST FOR YOU!!! I WILL!! *squishes*

And Million copies people!!!! What other awesomeness these guys just did while I was away??!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But I’ll squeal for that some other time..

..now I’m just sleepy.

….ok, more like Sho’s and Riida’s Icons .__.

made it long time ago when I was bored and (almost) productive.;;…T-that explains the Uta no Oniisan and Sho’s old look of fails.It’s nothing good (probably heavy too since I didn’t check) but I have icons fetish for no reason in particular….

AND….and I failed haven’t I? The promise not to tag Sho for 10 posts in a row…I made it to 7, then Ijust haaaad to write about him. It..It can’t be help… a fetish for him with no reason in particular…. T__T